why starting a-new is so hard.
i mean, hey people start afresh because they think it will be good for them, yes?
and they see it advantageous be it to their future, or their present, yes yes?
but then how can you see the point in 'advantageous' when starting it already takes up all of your
available willpower, strength and even breath sometimes -
and you are only 1% away from running back to whatever it is you were trying to start afresh from???????
this must be a trial.
okay.
i know. ranting.
just let me!