Sunday, December 02, 2007
Dear Mr P,
The past few days without you have been more than peaceful for all of us, minus 1 (duh).
Why your wife doesn't make you stay longer at home rather than your minimal short weekend trips back before again coming back to work, I don't understand.
But maybe she abhors your presence just as much we do and doesnt need you around any more than you need to be.
Which is more than understandable, trust me. Trust ALL of us.
Ignoring you (and your girlfriend) at work have made my days & past months bearable (this, and constant fantasizing of punching your face and ego right in, which of course a poorly Asian woman like me might need some help with therefore I haven't mustered the bravity of doing thus far).
You must have noticed this by my 'not-speaking-unless-spoken-to' attitude in the office which I know just iritates you no end as you have been trying and find my flaws from everyway you can, just to have the satisfaction of my tempers erupting and then branding me as the unrespectful employee which you have always thought me to be due to my constant going-against you in the past.
Come on, are you really telling me that you are always right in everything and that I have to bow down your way even if its totally wrong?
Its like asking me to eat shit if you ate shit.
I'm not as stupid as you think I am, even if you do think so lowly of some Asians, you sarcastic, power-greedy, insecure nutcase.
I for one, do not think you are above all of us. Rank-wise yes.
Logic-wise, hell no.
Which explains why I haven't been afraid in the past of going against you for the right reasons even if it meant having to bruise your oh-so-delicate ego and earning your wrath.
And I'm definitely not as patient of you as the rest of my colleagues, who are F-O-R-C-E-D to respect you through all of your indecisions just because you have control over their ricebowl.
FORCED, i repeat.
Neither am I even a lil bit afraid of your girlfriend, whom many of my friends are now having to pretentiously be friendly to so that she doesn't make like difficult for them at work by reporting their 'misdeeds' to you.
PRETEND, i repeat again.
Been there, know how its like, kapeesh???
The only difference was, people didn't have to pretend with me. Neither were they forced to like me.
Cos I treat them one and the same.
Still do.
Today is one of the days you've managed to get to me after quite sometime.
Do tell me, Again, how did YOUR mistake, become mine to have to apologize for? If its an apology you were seeking, sorry to have burst your bubble mate, apology MY ASS.
Good enough I didn't even try to explain how YOU should have done stuff so it wouldnt FUCK-UP in the end, as I know (from various previous instances) that it will only escalate and YOU, are definitely NOT worth my temper.
Besides, I know you were already at it in the morning with the C/O, so today I will give the chance to the C/O to have it out with you.
No need to guess, I'm rooting for Mr C/O.
Its a Sunday, give me a break, oui?
And, its my birthday tomorrow (hint, hint PEOPLE!!!), and I am in a rather jolly mood.
So I won't let the likes of YOU - Mr P, get in my good day.
Year 26, here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)