Mixed feelings.
Of relief, as I know he's moved on to a place that he won't be feeling anymore pain,
after the past year of dialyses and hospital stays and amputations and whatnots.
Of sadness, as he was someone I strongly looked up to, being Mommy's eldest brother,
and the one who constantly pampered a baby me.
But those tears that flowed freely yesterday were ones of regret - as about exactly a month back,
he did promise he was going to see me wed someday.
You will always be remembered, insyallah.