Monday, June 23, 2008
I am getting bored and restless, and feel as though everything is happen in slow-mo pace.
I love spending time at home, but I do wish life was much more happening, exciting, interesting, challenging - whatever.
Maybe its just my want to be doing things APART from housechores, going out needlessly (as in, no actual need to go out apart from not letting myself ROT at home) and those darned Comfort lessons, which speaking off - test tomorrow - pleasssssssssseeeee let my brain soak all the information it needs so I can pass and get that over and done with and over to the next stage please???
Or maybe its just I haven't really had such long time-off work since I started working life 6 years back that I feel something is amiss when I am not working. At the moment I feel so... goal-less. Unchallenged. I need work (or a Boss) to stimulate these rapidly-decreasing brain cells. Heh.
Or maybe, just maybe... I am missing being away.
Life.
When I work, I moan. When I don't work, I moan more.
I should learn to be grateful, really. Tsk.