some nights when I'm on the lappie with not many things to surf for... I tend to go back
to all my emails, written and sent - those saved ones, for they bring back memories of yesteryears.
I try to not get sucked right back into the trappings of time, always remembering
of course that I am happy with the present, and the path I chose into the future,
God willing.
but in reading all the emails, I am able to see the person I was and have been
previously, and in more ways than 1, I am thankful that I'd managed to change.
There were so many happy moments then, I am adamant in believing that back
then, I'd manage to fly myself to Cloud 9. the Peak, no less.
But as every living
adult should know by 16 years of age, no good thing goes on forever, and the
person who came up with "life is like a rollercoaster" should have won the
equivalent of a Grammy, or an Oscar.
because its true.
the higher u fly, (and me, being me just had to fly to the highest point of
happiness on that Cloud no. 9), THE HARDER YOU FALL.
so yes, if memory serves me right, I'd gone through the happiest AND saddest
moments in my life (so far) back then. and my emails are saved, not because I
like to harp on the past. but because they serve as reminders. in a good way.
cos' we humans err all the time, but only when we learn from our errors to we make
the cycle better.
and i'd like to think I did, with my cycle.
:)
for now, I'm content-ing myself with trying (yes, still) to be a good daughter, and
(now) wife.
let's start with cooking lessons, shall we?