Tuesday, August 25, 2009
something just doesn't feel right, but I don't really want to harp on it at the mo. i think its best to just wait and see... i wonder how i will ever get these demons out of my thoughts once and for all. i try to chase them away, but they come back time and time again. maybe, its just cause i'm female :)
today, i learnt that you can be confident but still inhibited.
i think, I am one of those people who falls into this category, which is a surprise even for me.
i need to lose some of this inhibition, and only then will i be at ease with the whole me.
so, how do i start?
another matter altogether, this evening, I finally met someone who had the same body make-up as me, i.e top heavy-flat bottom (or, Hubz would say.. WHAT bottom??). and not only does she carry it off more than well, she didnt look like it bothered her!
so yes, if in 5 years time my body will come to look more like hers, I really don't mind now. heh.
opening shift again tmr. and back to school on Thursday, YEAY! i've been missing the ladies in class so bad.
random mulling, always.
g'nite.